Women go through a lot

So the last two days I have been preparing for an IUD. Oh the hell I went through to get one. First off the doctor gave me some medication to help soften my cervix for the insertion. Well the friggin stuff made me have "fake contractions" so basically I got a little taste of what labour felt like, and if that is what it felt like, I want my tubes tied. 

And then today I got the insertion. The only part that really hurt was when he put this thing in to measure how deep my cervix was, but it hurt really bad. The insertion didn't hurt as bad but now I am left with cramps, so these last two days have been surreal and painful.

May long

Nothing new really happened on may long. Trevor came into town and we went down by the river bottom to eat some subway because I was wired off starbucks coffee. About being wired...I had to sample the drinks that I made that day..I was sugared/caffeinated so much that the buzz would have lasted a week. But I tried to take a nap before my boyfriend splashed water on me, down by the river. But it was nice, it started spitting a bit but still it was a nice time. 

Jesse and I also went to go see The Host. I thought they could have done the movie better but Jesse surprisingly loved it..so thats good for him.

But literally that was our may long in a nutshell. Just being wired off coffee and going for a movie with my love. But thats it for now!

Nothin like the good old rain

Jesse and I went on a walk today in the rain, first down by the river and by henderson. It was so relaxing going for a walk in the rain since not a lot of people were out because it was raining, so it was peaceful. It was quiet, and it was just what we needed after he worked all day and I did school all day. It was nice to feel like we got away from the city down the river and avoid the city life. It was nice we talked about our ideal places to be, and his is in the bush away from everything it relaxes him a lot. Mine would be the same I love just taking a good walk without having to deal with traffic or with people. It always clears my mind. 

But that was our night having a nice walk out in nature in the rain, and of course we splashed each other a little bit too ha ha. 

The New Starbucks Barista

Today was the first official day of my Barista training at Starbucks. I have to say that it is not that bad, hardest thing about it is knowing what pumps of stuff to put into the drinks but fairly simple. 

I also tried the Cinnamon Dulce Latte...and oh me gee. It tastes like a cinnamon bun version of coffee. It is so good, but other than that it is not that hard, took a while to understand the steamer and learned the difference between good and bad espresso. 

But it was not that bad learning, I look forward to learning more about it and when I get my flow for learning how the drinks work I think I will do fine. 

Don't you just love weeks of excitement?

Holy smokers..this week has been crazy busy. I lost friendships, saw family that I haven't seen in years, realized true friendships and got a surprise by my man. How exciting of a week is that?

Surprise.

First to begin with, last Wednesday I got the biggest surprise by my boyfriend. He was calling me..from what I thought was work..and he just said "Hey baby, I will be home in 10 minutes." Of course I didn't believe him and was sad that he had tricked me but then he said "go look outside" and I nearly started crying out of excitement to see him. I was especially happy to see him because this turn around has been the hardest. I didn't cry when he left but when he was away I was really sad. I was used to having him around so when he was gone it was hard. But it was such a nice surprise. 

Seeing old family.

So my Uncle Normal came to town with his wife Gemini, and my Aunt Joy. It was nice to see them, we went to dinner at Tony Roma's and he let me drive his car (grandma even said I was a good driver...she was really nervous). But it was fun, he finally told me why he called me Little bean as a child, and told me stuff about when my parents were still married and before I was born. It was cool to listen to it. Also they loved Jesse, but since he does work up north they had something to talk about so it was good. 

Realizing true friends.

This week I have come to realize my true friends as well. I have lost my friendship with Mikaela due to her immaturity, I had allowed her to stay at my house so she could find a job in Lethbridge, she took advantage of that so we kicked her out. But after that, and all the dramatic bullshit that she put me through afterwards. I realized who my true friends are, and I hung out with a few of them. 

I hung out with Christina and Britney one night. It was nice to have a girls night while Jesse played his games. It was nice to talk about our lives and our dreams for the future. It was nice to pig out all together like we used to, and talk about how school used to be. Things back then seemed so simple..now not so much. But it was good.

Lastly, Medicine Hat. 

and last but not least, Jesse and I went to Medicine hat so that he could go to the skate park. It was cute because they had a skate school for kids, bike school etc. That you can learn how to do all those things at the skate park. But watching Jesse he didn't really show off until one of his buds came. The bud that came was sponsored along with Jesse, so it was nice to watch them ride together. All in all it just was really cool to watch.

And that was my week. I thought it was a pretty exciting week, a dramatic one/good one/ relaxing one and the weather was insanely gorgeous so it helped as well. 

But thats it for now. Hopefully I will update more instead of putting these long entries. 

Job hunting and failing at it.

Mikaela and I are still trying hardcore to find job agains. I was going to go work at 711 but that was until I found out that they hardly allow any breaks and I am prediabetic so that just does not work that great so I didn't take that job. Also I have a lot of school that I need to work on, which is hard to do sometimes.  

But the next day I just got a call back for an interview at starbucks which was really good. I am really hoping to get this job so we shall see how that goes..

But before then we both were job hunting again and we got side tracked by jobs. We went to Petland(I think that is what it is called but they are the pet store with dogs) and they only had one dog, just a little yorkie but he looked so sad at the store. 

But we looked at the fishies, we held some mice and such. It was just fun we took some pictures of the animals there and such.

But yeah that is what we have been doing mostly is looking for jobs and going for a lot of walks (my poor feet)