Nesting

well its pretty obvious that Jesse and I live together. And I have to say that since we have started living together I really want to nest..you know create my home his as well. Make it our home, where we can relax and be happy together. 

It truly is great knowing that everytime he goes on days off..he gets to come home to me..and relax with me in our home. It really feels great knowing that feeling, it makes you feel whole knowing that the person you love will wake up next to you. 

It also feels great to go to sleep beside someone that completely adores you, although you may go through hard times, you still know that they are willing to make it work because of how much they love you. 

With Jesse living with me though it really makes me want to work on making my house a home, and I feel like it is our little home in the basement. 

But I truly love my guy, he treats me good, he takes care of me when I am down. I really know that he will be there for me and with me through any troubles I have. He truly is amazing and I love him so much. 

Now to get to the point..

Why I posted this blog was because I was watching reruns of Greys Anatomy, and when Mark dies along with Lexi, it really made me feel greatful for the love that I have in my life. I am so grateful to be with the person that loves me completely as well and that I love with all my heart. 

Sometimes people in life forget those people that you love and will do everything for. They forget who their "person" is like how Meredith was Yang's person in Grey's Anatomy. Jesse is my person and I hope he always will be. 

Days off

Jesse came home from days off..I think on Wednesday...of last week. Anyways during his days off we went to Medicine hat, went to Calgary. I turned 20..woot woot.

You know..it is so nice to know that I am out of my teens. My teens were just horrible...it was an awkward stage of my life so it just sucked. But in Medicine hat we took everything out of his storage unit, and took it home. But man..coming back from medicine hat..everything went wrong with his truck . 

Medicine Hat 

He had forgotten to take 4 wheel drive off his truck which probably shot the front end. Then his fuses blew, and then the interior light went as well. A few days before as well he found out that just a wheel alignment would cost him 1200 dollars..and usually a normal wheel alignment costs 105 dollars..To say his truck is a bit screwed up is an understatement. So next turn around he just plans to sell his truck so that he wont have to deal with it anymore. 

Then the next day it was my birthday and we drove up to Calgary. I finally got to meet some of his family, his step mother, her husband, his step sister and his real sister, as well as his niece. 

Calgary 

About the two trips.

I looooved his step mother..she just invites you into her home and treats you like you were one of her own. Her husband was great too, he was really funny. He reminds me of Jesse so much, its great. It is that tough guy exterior but inside you know they are sweethearts. When we went to Okotoks we went out to a bar with them. Dave (husband) taught me how to pool. I still suck but once I focus I can make some good shots, it can be hard at times though. We took shots as well.. this one shot that we had was disgusting..Jesse ordered it for me. It was called a gasoline..it was half whiskey half rye. Oh me G. It was so bitter and disgusting. Then I tried a Jagerbomb for the first time as well, it was sort of bitter but it was certainly better than the gasoline shot. 

Jesse was expecting me to be drunk off my ass but I wasn't.  

After seeing them we went to Chinook since I wanted to do some shopping in Calgary, since we do not have some stores that Calgary has. I have to admit shopping is not that enjoyable with having Jesse there, but before we went he had told me that he would just sit in the truck while mom and I shopped. Anyways that did not happen he came inside as well. Talk about pressure to shop fast. It was like I could not look at anything. In bath and body works I was just grabbing so much shit that after I had no idea what I bought. I spent a lot. especially at bath and body works. But thats ok I think I got a good deal, got enough bath and body works for a year.

Then going home from Calgary Mom drove..ha ha and it was horrible when she drove. On the 110 km speed limited road she went 60 km/h. That was so stupid of her to do, especially since going too slow can make road conditions dangerous for other drivers that want to go fast but she didn't believe me. But we had a good laugh while driving. It is a complete smack your face in your hand moment.

But I have to give her credit she did the best she could while in the dark, and driving unknown territory as well as highway driving. So I do give her credit for that but still some parts of that drive were pretty funny. 

Home

Then at home I went out the last two days with my friend Christina bennett. But I just like to call her Bennett ha ha. she hates it but I don't give a f%?^? yo. Anyways, Jesse's driving scared her but I am just so used to it now. But we went to the bar and played some pool..and if I thought I was a bad pool player. Ha ha it is a serious understatement. I sunk so many other balls than she did. Luckily there was another couple at the bar and Jesse got a bit of challenge with the guy of the couple. The woman we played with but she was so drunk off her ass but that was fun. But it was funny because her hands were purple from dying her hair. It looked like she killed a unicorn with purple blood. It made me laugh inside.

Clubbing

So to catch up with last week as well I went clubbing with my friends Carly Lammi and Kortnee both people I met at Walmart. We all went clubbing together, and let me tell you it was a blast!

I had never really had shots before but Carly told me some good shots such as..an apple pie..marijuana milkshake...a pornstar and a shark attack. Such good drinks but we had fun all night. 

Its funny because when I was drunk everyone asked if I was ok because when I am drunk I look sad but really I am daydreaming so it just looks like that. 

But before we went clubbing we got ready at Carly's house and let me tell you...hawt damn that house was amaze balls! (although it was kind of awkward because her mom's boyfriend was my old principal..Larry Thaxter)

But anyways...

Her parents room had two bathrooms and one of them bad a heated floor! If I had a heated floor I would just sleep on it during the winter..instead of having heat in the house.

Also she has a bathroom in her bedroom like a 3/4 wall separates the bathroom. That is so dope right!?! ..well at least I think it is.

It was nicer than a hotel..and thats pretty hard to accomplish.

But that was my clubbing experience! It twas great!

First march post

Hello followers...if there are any of you out there..can anyone hear me out there? 

Anyways..just a little update..

I started a vlog on youtube about my weightloss progress...basically in the last 3 months I had gained 30 pounds which is just great since it took so much work to get it off last time. 

Tomorrow I am planning on getting my learners *yay* 

I got accepted to the college and got my student ID card

Jesse left for his job that is outside of Edmonton and I miss him lots! 

and I think that is it.

As always..I will continue to have you posted

P.S. Almost done module 3 of chem 20 which I thought I would never finish which is super exciting. 

Family Day Weekend

Happy belated Family Day everybody! Yayy!

Just in: Momma got released from primary...she is soo excited! 

But to get on with the post...I think I had a pretty good family day weekend. My Aunt Linda and Uncle Chris came down for the day to see my grandma with my two cousins. We just went to drive around, while my cousins shopped for things that they didn't have in Calgary..out of all places..my cousins were looking for things in Lethbridge...where we have practically nothing.

But anyways we went out to dinner at Boston Pizza with them after and surprisingly my Uncle Chris loves Jesse, they talked about the oil field together, which is good that they like each other. 

apple hockey

But it was a good day. Very good day. I am so glad that my family likes Jesse, because I really like him too. 

Happy Valentine's day!

Like the title says Happy Valentine's day! Especially to all those that have valentine's day dates and lovers...to those who don't..your day is tomorrow..ha ha jokes. 

Anyways my day was just a good day. I worked 1:30 to 5:30 it was a short little shift but it was nice because then I could spend the night with my lover. 

I made him his favourite meal eggs and steak, and then he let me drive. He taught me how to turn a corner properly and tried..to teach me how to park. Parking is a lot harder than it looks yo! Seriously! I was just happy that he allowed me to drive. The last time that he allowed me to drive I nearly totalled his truck two times in 10 minutes. The first time I didn't check ongoing traffic and nearly hit a car...then the second is I nearly ran into the ditch on the highway. But I didn't know you couldn't turn at 90 km/h! But he taught me how to turn properly so it was all good. I thought it was a good lesson for sho! Today, it was a lot better than last time when he just said to drive to Coal Dale, which I was nervous as heck. I kept on biting my tongue the whole way. 

And lastly the night before we took my mom out to Tony Roma's for valentine's day because she is such a special lady. The food was good, very good! Then we went to Skyfall, because it was a free Alumni night event. I thought the videotography was beautiful, the imagery was awesome for the eye. The end of the movie however, was better than the beginning, and I thought the villain did a good job of being..well..evil. He was very creepy...so I guess he did his job right. 

Anyways that is all that happened in the last while, tonight I also did my nails..which is a colour from the OPI skyfall collection..goldeneye. LOVE LOVE that colour. 

But anyways until next time...

again the last few days!

So Sunday I went to Okotoks with Jesse. He wanted to go see his dad so I thought why not? I thought I could probably meet with my Uncle and Aunt there too since it is so close to Calgary..which we got to do. It was so much fun though, my Aunt fed us this mexican version of a Hawaiian haystack and then she gave me numbers so that she can give me recipes that I might want to use. Seriously..my Aunts cooking is da bomb dot com. Whenever you eat at her house its like having take out.

And today I was sick, went to the hospital with Jesse and did some homework later on in the evening with Mikaela. So excited that I am almost done Module 3 of chemistry. It was nice to have a homework buddy.

 and that is pretty much it! 

But hope to update as much as I can!