BF gone BFF moves in

So Jesse is back to work...sad face..it makes me sad whenever he goes away. I was really surprised this time though that I did not cry each time I cried. First time I cried in front of him, second time I cried when he left..then this time around I didn't cry at all but I really miss him, so its like a permanent all the time sad. I was used to having him around for a few weeks so its sad to have him gone. But Mikaela came back into town..which brings me to the other part of my blog.

Missy Mikki moved in with me for awhile...at least to find a job in lethbridge. But it is so hard to find a job in lethbridge. The last two days we were walking around town looking for jobs. I got 2 interviews though, one was like a scam and the other at a liquor store (I am kind of hoping for that job..but I won't get my hopes up too much). 

But this time around her car is gone as well, so we have been walking it around town, and I have to say. My legs have not been in this much pain in a long time, but with the exercise I have been feeling better. I also didn't eat as much today either since I am broke as anything. Someday when I look on this blog when I am rich, I will look at this post and be like...wow Celina you were broke..really broke. 

With having Mikaela around I have got into cleaning mode. We moved around stuff in the kitchen today, like organizing spices, switching where appliances go. Tomorrow we will clean out the fridge and clean jesse and my room because I need help. I want for TLC to come into my house and clean it. It kind of feels like I am on hoarders. 

But I tried a new recipe, beet chips..and they were good, but the bad part about it was that it looked like I had killed barney because my hands and the sink was purple from the beet juice. So we liked them.

I killed barney..well a beet but still they both start with B's

The shadow is my boobs not my shoulders..just looked funny...Don't judge...

Later on today, we went to go hang out with Jess (Christina's love bug). It was nice to hang out with him, he bought us supper since he was hungry and then we talked about vehicles and relationships. It just was a chipper time. 

And further later on, Mikaela went to go meet up with a guy and she nearly got raped I guess. She was walking down mayor magrath and saw this mexican guy walk in the middle of the street, and appeared to be jacking off. Then he drove beside her and said I will pay you $50 to have sex with me..it was some crazy ass s&^t, but she got home safe so it is all good. Just won't let her go out that late ever again. 

Saphire, movies and friends

So the last week my boyfriend and I were taking care of his niece Saphire. She is the sweetest little girl ever. There are a few good things that came from her visit

1. I no longer hate Jesse's driving since she always thinks it is "fun"

2. Made me want to have babies even more.

3. Enjoyed having her around and it was good to have her around because Charly was missing the other cats (we got rid of ginger and minnie to a friend of Jesse's from the oil field) 

This whole ordeal started out with Jesse and I taking Minni and Ginger to Calgary since we were giving them away to his friend. His friend also has a dog and Ginger's face when she saw this dog. Her face was like "WTF...I have never seen one of you before..ever.." But the drive up with the cats was fine. Minnie was fine and ginger just had her face right down in the kennel (obviously you could tell she was pissed the f*&* out). 

Since we dropped off the cats we decided to go see Jesse's sister and we decided to take Saphire then instead of picking her up on the Wednesday.(we picked her up saturday instead of the wedns. ) Anyways we took a nap and then drove home. It started to blizzard outside and his sister offered for us to stay at their house. Luckily we didn't though because the next day it was like a foot of snow outside in Lethbridge. I couldn't even imagine what it was like in Calgary. 

Anyways with Saphire we played a lot, we went swimming..where we saw my friend Brittany Leavitt, we asked to borrow her water wings so that Saphire could go in the deeper pool with us. But we ended up using this floating fish thing that babies can sit in. But man was she grumpy all throughout that swim trip though, the only time she smiled was when her Uncle went off the diving board. But it was fun to swim. I forgot how much of a workout it was! 

Then for the rest of the week, we went to a few movies (admission..good movie, GI joe...good movie), hung out with a few friends. My friend Brittany, and Christina. 

The movie that we went to tonight though was Oblivion.

Guys..telling you..best movie ever. It is a mix between star wars and star trek. And the drones are a mix between R2D2 and eva from Wall-e. 

Seriously best movie in awhile. At the end I started to cry a little bit. 

Hanging out with friends

This week my friend Mikaela came into town. She was a girl that I worked with at walmart, we got along really good. She recently moved to Lloydminister saskatchewan so it was sad to see her go, especially since she was a really good friend. 

But she came down and we all hung out together, we walked around the mall, we laughed and stuff. We went to the movie the identity thief. Just a quick review:

Funniest movie I have seen in a long time. Period. 

Before the movie we bought frozen yogurt since I was waiting on my friend (Bennett) to get there. The frozen yogurt at the mill is great. Really it is. I had orangsicle, blueberry pomegranate, and blackberry frozen yogurts. I had nerds, sour patch kids and maraschino cherries on top. Literally orgasm in your mouth it was the best frozen yogurt. Melt in your mouth yummy. 

We were also meeting up with this guy that was friends with Bennett as well. His name is Jess, and he was really nice. The movie is good we were laughing the whole time, except during it..you know the annoying people that kick your seat all the time? Yeah that happened..I was ready to turn around and say some pretty mean things to them. 

But anyways we just drove around we had pizza after and then guess what happened? 

I got to drive Mikaela's car since...drum rolllllllllllll....

I GOT MY LEARNERS...finally..even though I am 20. 

It was fun driving around but it was hard since her car is a lot smaller than Jesse's truck so it took some getting used to. It was fun driving around though without having the guilt of getting caught and maybe..possibly..most likely..going to jail or getting a huge fine. 

So I am glad I finally got it. I am a happy girl. Yes, yes I am. 

Nesting

well its pretty obvious that Jesse and I live together. And I have to say that since we have started living together I really want to nest..you know create my home his as well. Make it our home, where we can relax and be happy together. 

It truly is great knowing that everytime he goes on days off..he gets to come home to me..and relax with me in our home. It really feels great knowing that feeling, it makes you feel whole knowing that the person you love will wake up next to you. 

It also feels great to go to sleep beside someone that completely adores you, although you may go through hard times, you still know that they are willing to make it work because of how much they love you. 

With Jesse living with me though it really makes me want to work on making my house a home, and I feel like it is our little home in the basement. 

But I truly love my guy, he treats me good, he takes care of me when I am down. I really know that he will be there for me and with me through any troubles I have. He truly is amazing and I love him so much. 

Now to get to the point..

Why I posted this blog was because I was watching reruns of Greys Anatomy, and when Mark dies along with Lexi, it really made me feel greatful for the love that I have in my life. I am so grateful to be with the person that loves me completely as well and that I love with all my heart. 

Sometimes people in life forget those people that you love and will do everything for. They forget who their "person" is like how Meredith was Yang's person in Grey's Anatomy. Jesse is my person and I hope he always will be. 

Days off

Jesse came home from days off..I think on Wednesday...of last week. Anyways during his days off we went to Medicine hat, went to Calgary. I turned 20..woot woot.

You know..it is so nice to know that I am out of my teens. My teens were just horrible...it was an awkward stage of my life so it just sucked. But in Medicine hat we took everything out of his storage unit, and took it home. But man..coming back from medicine hat..everything went wrong with his truck . 

Medicine Hat 

He had forgotten to take 4 wheel drive off his truck which probably shot the front end. Then his fuses blew, and then the interior light went as well. A few days before as well he found out that just a wheel alignment would cost him 1200 dollars..and usually a normal wheel alignment costs 105 dollars..To say his truck is a bit screwed up is an understatement. So next turn around he just plans to sell his truck so that he wont have to deal with it anymore. 

Then the next day it was my birthday and we drove up to Calgary. I finally got to meet some of his family, his step mother, her husband, his step sister and his real sister, as well as his niece. 

Calgary 

About the two trips.

I looooved his step mother..she just invites you into her home and treats you like you were one of her own. Her husband was great too, he was really funny. He reminds me of Jesse so much, its great. It is that tough guy exterior but inside you know they are sweethearts. When we went to Okotoks we went out to a bar with them. Dave (husband) taught me how to pool. I still suck but once I focus I can make some good shots, it can be hard at times though. We took shots as well.. this one shot that we had was disgusting..Jesse ordered it for me. It was called a gasoline..it was half whiskey half rye. Oh me G. It was so bitter and disgusting. Then I tried a Jagerbomb for the first time as well, it was sort of bitter but it was certainly better than the gasoline shot. 

Jesse was expecting me to be drunk off my ass but I wasn't.  

After seeing them we went to Chinook since I wanted to do some shopping in Calgary, since we do not have some stores that Calgary has. I have to admit shopping is not that enjoyable with having Jesse there, but before we went he had told me that he would just sit in the truck while mom and I shopped. Anyways that did not happen he came inside as well. Talk about pressure to shop fast. It was like I could not look at anything. In bath and body works I was just grabbing so much shit that after I had no idea what I bought. I spent a lot. especially at bath and body works. But thats ok I think I got a good deal, got enough bath and body works for a year.

Then going home from Calgary Mom drove..ha ha and it was horrible when she drove. On the 110 km speed limited road she went 60 km/h. That was so stupid of her to do, especially since going too slow can make road conditions dangerous for other drivers that want to go fast but she didn't believe me. But we had a good laugh while driving. It is a complete smack your face in your hand moment.

But I have to give her credit she did the best she could while in the dark, and driving unknown territory as well as highway driving. So I do give her credit for that but still some parts of that drive were pretty funny. 

Home

Then at home I went out the last two days with my friend Christina bennett. But I just like to call her Bennett ha ha. she hates it but I don't give a f%?^? yo. Anyways, Jesse's driving scared her but I am just so used to it now. But we went to the bar and played some pool..and if I thought I was a bad pool player. Ha ha it is a serious understatement. I sunk so many other balls than she did. Luckily there was another couple at the bar and Jesse got a bit of challenge with the guy of the couple. The woman we played with but she was so drunk off her ass but that was fun. But it was funny because her hands were purple from dying her hair. It looked like she killed a unicorn with purple blood. It made me laugh inside.

Clubbing

So to catch up with last week as well I went clubbing with my friends Carly Lammi and Kortnee both people I met at Walmart. We all went clubbing together, and let me tell you it was a blast!

I had never really had shots before but Carly told me some good shots such as..an apple pie..marijuana milkshake...a pornstar and a shark attack. Such good drinks but we had fun all night. 

Its funny because when I was drunk everyone asked if I was ok because when I am drunk I look sad but really I am daydreaming so it just looks like that. 

But before we went clubbing we got ready at Carly's house and let me tell you...hawt damn that house was amaze balls! (although it was kind of awkward because her mom's boyfriend was my old principal..Larry Thaxter)

But anyways...

Her parents room had two bathrooms and one of them bad a heated floor! If I had a heated floor I would just sleep on it during the winter..instead of having heat in the house.

Also she has a bathroom in her bedroom like a 3/4 wall separates the bathroom. That is so dope right!?! ..well at least I think it is.

It was nicer than a hotel..and thats pretty hard to accomplish.

But that was my clubbing experience! It twas great!

First march post

Hello followers...if there are any of you out there..can anyone hear me out there? 

Anyways..just a little update..

I started a vlog on youtube about my weightloss progress...basically in the last 3 months I had gained 30 pounds which is just great since it took so much work to get it off last time. 

Tomorrow I am planning on getting my learners *yay* 

I got accepted to the college and got my student ID card

Jesse left for his job that is outside of Edmonton and I miss him lots! 

and I think that is it.

As always..I will continue to have you posted

P.S. Almost done module 3 of chem 20 which I thought I would never finish which is super exciting.